Weird of weird....
My mother's senseis have arrived at home.......... what the ever living ...
And then some younger guy named Levi also showed up
Mirazaki and Telford (Andrew) (senseis of Akashic Tradition)? Julie Nevaar (defected Technocracy)..... and Levi (???)
Resistance meeting over tea IN MY PARENTS LIVING ROOM....
*FACEPALM* I did NOT want to get dragged into the politics of someone else's war!
Proteus Project, Technocracy's attempt to make an Awakened AI, and assisting enslaved god. WTF!
"We" are in the Go version of the 'End Game'.
My world seems to have tilted sideways. I am trying to stay grounded and roll with it.
We are going to build portals to Terra Perma... and a Horizon Realm or magical private Chantry extension. If I ever get my own place... There will be a portal to Terra Perma, too.
In Mom's Wellness Center / Dojo is where we all step out. SO COOL! Why have we never done this before?! Why drive HOURS to get here when we could have done this before? Mom goes to the cottage to set things in prep and sleep. She is a MORNING person more than anyone to do katas at dawn. Dad takes everyone out to show them to some lodging.
I got handed a POWERFUL DANGEROUS POSSESSED Katana that wanted to kill. It took all my willpower to put it back down because it literally tried to take me over. I DO NOT like it. I never EVER want to touch it again. But the lesson was: controlling evil is important, more so than wielding it. Food for thot. I was then officially introduced by Telford as Andrew and he seemed impressed with me.
I was very VERY glad to retreat to Terrasol, the lodge I usually use, and be with Brighid. A short meditation helps me calm and get to sleep.
Dawn comes MUCH too soon after some nightmares of that monstrous katana. I will take a moment to journal before I scramble over to the field to join the dawn katas. Andrew was doing something.... different. DO. I think I will just .... quietly copy him. I managed to tap into the Time magic and match him very timely. What he did tho was ... he shook a tree more than 50 meters away! Wow!! I want to KNOW MORE.
Oh gods... Dad is on a Permaculture tirade at Levi. I will save Levi and then go make good tea. That will keep me out of the attention of everyone. Andrew complimented me as I served him tea. My innards flipped, my cheeks burned, and I knew I could not speak a word without potentially stammering. So, I melted into the background to be as invisible as I can and just observe everyone. And yet... That is exactly when Levi gave me a little wave.
I am caught between really liking this dynamic of extended family here and the magic.... That and the anxiety of being dragged away from what I really want to do / be. They told me I had no obligations. Don't I? This is my family, my parents and very real danger. Mom might have some degree of healing but that is not how she applies her magic. It is how I apply mine.
I am reminded of YU or Heroic Courage, the Bushido virtue. Sometimes action is needed. As much as they might say that I have a choice... I don't. Not if I care at all about the people I love and other living things.
So here I am... we are about to create a Horizon Realm together after breakfast.... Dr. Strange Mirror Realm, here we come!
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