Wednesday, 3 February 2021

No... it doesn't get better....

Note to self.... Levi is the WORST NON-RELATIONSHIP NON-BOYFRIEND EVER!

Levi lied to me about almost everything about himself and why he is here. With some good reasons. Magical blow up the world paradox crap. I still hate being lied to and hate being hedged into someone's box before I have consented..... Yet here I am... in the fucking box.

After meeting with my teacher and trying to pretend the brunch never happened, I picked up Levi and headed back home to order seriously not good for me food... pizza. I needed pizza. PIZZA! It has all the food groups, is magical like the sacred circle, and is super grounding. I needed serious grounding food.

Levi has been spying on Blythe. Blythe... The technocrat with the mom-vibe and a family. He thinks Blythe will defect. HA! I DON'T THINK SO!

This is a terrible day........

And it doesn't get better........

After much too much pizza, I felt grounded enough to do my work shift on the ambulance. 8pm - 4am. Blessedly boring.

I got back home and poked in on Levi to see if he wanted to go thru to the Sanctuary with me to look for my dad.

Oh... and get this... MY DAD KNEW ALL THIS SHIT ALREADY!!!

I needed to make tea. 

I gave dad hell for being out of touch and unreachable. HE SHOULD CHECK HIS MESSAGES ONCE IN A WHILE! What if I was dying in a ditch trying to reach him?! Or shot my Mr. Riley Military Technocrassassin.

I gave Dad my journalled notes detailing the chaos of the day's meeting with the Technocrats.

Levi is a bit confused by a variety of...  oh whatever. He might have had his mind wiped or as it is called partially sanitized.... SUCK!

I give up for now. Back to my Sanctuary hut. Levi bunks on the futon. Blessedly, I have Brighid to snuggle with and I get some much needed good sleep.

Levi... clearly is not sleeping well.


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